My boyfriend and i are at loss...?

aw you sound rather upset. if he really loves you then he will wait for when u want it. but if u feel pressured at all the just stand your ground, you seem pretty close for what i see, make sure your ready and old enough for though, i had it at a very young age, and regret it, so as long as you old enough and mature enough, just wait until the right moment :) good luck and hope everything goes well, chin up x x